Recently i've been feeling kinda STRESS...
Must STRESS the word STRESS..
it's stressful just to tink abt the word...
let alone type it... worse...

(Bloggers2 jahanam: Abeh da tau lagik stress... kot blog psl stress?)
(Razlie: Diam ah sibut!...)
(Bloggers2 jahanam: Alamak dier marah uh... jgn kacao.. jom blah, blah....!)
(Razlie: Tau pon takot.. Bloggers2 jahanam btol...)

(continue...)
About what i've been stress?...
there's nothing in this world tat can make me more stressful other than...
HER...
what I'm doing is not for my sake...
I'm risking everything not for me...
It's for you...
Hope u could just wake up from all your illusional believes
and come back down to Earth...

Nothing comes good if you don't stop what you're doing..
and not listening to every word I say...

Every second in my life I think abt you...
Most importantly, your safety..
and what you're doing out there...
And worst of all u said doing good things is a SIN?!!..
what religion teaches u tat?..
SATANISM?!! issit?..
so tats y u go ard n commit sins?..

Just calm down n I'll help u k...
stop feeling lost.. coz u're Not..!
U still have me always...

Ape sial ke... ape mistakes ke... ape sinful things u did behind my back...
I'll forgive u...
if u just come to me & let me guide u to the right path...
I'll make u feel better...

Let go of the hate..
Hate is like CANCER...
it kills everysingle day of your life...
stress the word "YOUR"...
not mine...
tkmo simpan sifat2 dendam & dengki...
tk bagos tu sume...

And......
If I'm mean,
you think I would accept you after what you've done behind my back?...
kalau kene jantan lain, siang2 da buang you kat dalam longkang besar sebelah rumah makcik dier...

I understand everyone makes mistakes..
but why can't you?
mistakes will always be a mistake...
no matter how big or small...
it will hurt others...
the important thing is whether you are sorry & regretful or not...
after that, try your very best not to repeat it again..
so stop comparing mistakes...

Well, I'm sorry didn't I?..
You say sorry once & I closed the case..
Remember?...

Yelah marah mesti ader tapi sekejap je...
(Selepas bantai tong sampah, pokok etc..)
Lepas tu, dah ok lah...

Hope you would just wake up soon k...
Do smth tat benefits us...
I beg you..


so what if it is, dammit...?
stressed is not like desserts
if it's sweet and taste good then it's worth saying...



ah.. yg ni cute... kucing da mcm Gremlin...


I love you..
I believe in you...
search deep down inside your heart..
I believe
there's a girl whom I attracted to when I laid my eyes on you...

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you

As years go by I race the clock with you
But if you died right now you know that I'd die too, I'd die too
You remind me of the times when I knew who I was
(When I knew who I was)
But still the second hand will catch us like it always does

We'll make the same mistakes i'll take the fall for you
I Hope you need this now coz I know I still do

Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Should I bite my tongue until blood soaks my shirt?
Never fall apart so tell me why this hurts so much
My hands are at your throat and I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "Remember when"
Just like we always do, just like we always do

Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Yeah I'd spill my heart
Yeah I'd spill my heart for you

My hands are at your throat I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes, mistakes like friends do
My hands are at your throat and I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes we made the same mistakes

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you

Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
Until the day I die

WARNING:
(This shit is not a poem...)

I hope that all my sacrifices are worthwhile...
I hope all my words came thru...
Cause there's nothing I can do but to love you...

The promises that we made under the stars,
had never been forgotten..
And I'm still upholding it till the very end...

If you think I'm that bad,
why would I sacrifice everything for you...
When u having fun n I'm sad...
I'm praying all for you..

Every mistake is forgivable...
Human makes mistakes...
Mistakes are unavoidable...
till we realized it's much too late...

what happens next is vital...
Either he's sorry or simply just don't care...
Im feeling suicidal...
And you just don't fucking care?...

Don't think I wrote this shit just to diss you...
It's just a way to show how i miss you...
What you did all was right...?
ya..! after u willing to pick up a fight..

I'm sick and tired just to be hated...
All i hope that we're fated...
When you need guidance, just look at the moon....
And I really hope that we'll be together soon...

Just because you know the gist of it...
Doesn't mean u know the whole of it...
Just because you heard of it...
Doesn't mean u know the truth of it...

And that my fren...
Stay out...
Coz u're not helping neither of us....

I'm so playing the LAST TRUMP CARD......

not that I want to... but I gt no choice....
with just a press on a button...
Enjoy Motherfucker...!!

On this day I see clearly everything has come to life
Bitter place and a broken dream
And we'll leave it all behind

On this day its so real to me
Everything has come to life
Another chance to chase a dream
Another chance to feel
Chance to feel alive.....

I've been defeated and brought down
Dropped to my knees when hope ran out
The time has come to change my ways.....

On this day I see clearly everything has come to life
Bitter place and a broken dream
And we'll leave it all, leave it all behind... Yeah..

I'll never long for what might have been.. No...
Regret won't waste my life again.. Woah...
I won't look back
I'll fight to remain.....

On this day I see clearly everything has come to life
Bitter place and a broken dream
And we'll leave it all behind

On this day its so real to me
Everything has come to life
Another chance to chase a dream
Another chance to feel
Chance to feel alive.....

Fear will kill me, all I could be
Lift these sorrows
Let me breathe,
Could you set me free....
Could you set me free.......

On this day I see clearly everything has come to life
Bitter place and a broken dream
And we'll leave it all behind

On this day its so real to me
Everything has come to life
Another chance to chase a dream
Another chance to feel
Chance to feel alive.....