dear bloggerz...
well, in todae's entry i'm not gonna talk abt
how i spent my days for the last few days...
watch firewerks, jamming.. etc...
first n foremost...
the reason i changed my blogskin is bcoz..
i received comments tat they cant click on the x's...
they can't view my post or watever lah...
c'mon lah...
upgrade ur internet explorer...
or use the mozilla firefox..
dun use internet explorer ver. 1.6 (sape tah pandai2 ckp ver. ni)...
1.6 lamer siol..
zaman purba nye internet sak...
bt i'm gonna write abt my previous post...
well, u guys mayb wondering...
yessah... razlie's moving on wif his life...
tat's partly right..
how i coped up wif my life now?..
hmm... trying to lah...
freakishly STRESSED OUT...
abt studies...
abt HER....
abt family....
haiz...
2dae i took my electromagnetic devices (EMD) exam paper...
HAH!...
i wrote utter rubbish....
the nite before tried to study till 4..
bt nth was captured...
how i did the paper?..
3 words:
"MAIN HENTAM JE!"
relieved once tats over...
kk.. it's hard to cope up wif life after ur gal left u juz like tat...
she say she loved u the first minute...
n the next, she end up wif another guy...
n to found out tat she treated him better than mi is much worse kind of feeling...
after all i did was never enough for her...
i tried to be somone...
i tried to be perfect...
bt was it all worth it?..
from the start... has she ever loved mi?..
if not, tat's y i tried my best by trying to win her heart...
24/7 i always think about her...
can't get her out of my head...
n my heart..
when i sleep...
i will surely 100% dream abt her..
im not exaggerating...
i'm an altruistic guy when it comes abt her...
i care abt her life n her dreams more than mine...
tat's y, i end up getting myself in trouble...
the hardest part..
is letting go of your dreams...
coz i always wanted her to accomplish her goals n dreams..
n i wanted to be by her side when she accomplished those dreams..
too bad i can't now...
if u wanna know whether i still LOVE you...
well, the answer is Yes...
no doubt abt it...
so i'm ending this...
my heart won't rest until all my questions are answered by HER...
I'll be waiting...
'Til Eternity...
