not a good day....
seriously no...
things happen...
i tried to swallow everything tat has been thrown at mi...
i noe...
its hard....
im filled with anger...
its hard...
to control my actions...
wen my feelings are controlling it...
feel like i wanna explode...
bt i dun wan to be the OLD me...
i got rid of tat me... long ago...
and again...
its hard...
coz i am the jealous lover...
i tried to seal my feelings...
bt i cant...
with the anger in me...
i feel like erupting like a volcano ...
bt this volcano has been asleep...
for quite some time...
i'm more patient now...
bt i'm getting more sensitive...
i have my limit...
n don't make me break tat limit...
seriously...
u won't like it...
"i respect tat u guys were smth...
bt pls...
im nt transparent...
im nt blind...
im nt a wall behind u...
bt pls know ur limits...
it's different now since i came to the picture...
u can't wish 'it' to be the same as before...
nt till i'm out of the picture...
(n i bet u tat i'll never be)
n learn this lesson...
is all abt RESPECT..."
it's not tat i dun allow...
i'm nt selfish...
bt limits must still be applied...
to both of u...
seriously im disappointed...
i felt like SHIT...
flushed down the toilet bowl...
n into the sewers...
n left mi there to get washed away...
"Here am i worried abt u...
looking out for u...
yet u're laughing away...
it's not the time to make or laugh at stupid jokes...
or start to feel like giving up...
it's time to get serious...
it's for ur future..."
It's an honest mistake to be there...
the pain was unbearable...
hey fren!.. can i borrow ur noose?...
i'll return it to you, once i'm done...
