dear bloggerz...
2dae's entry is sumthing tat happened to mi recently...
22/8/07 to be exact...
bloggerz: "wat happened on that day?..."
razlie: "sabar, sabar.... aku nk story uh ni..."
here i go...
on that day, i was supposed to go n sit for my exams...
it was my Eng. Maths paper day...
bt fuck...
i overslept n i felt an excruciating pain on my cheekbone...
haiz.. heard frm my frenz tat the paper was a killer paper..
huahuahua...
60% beb...
bloggerz: "we dont wanna hear abt ur paper, skip it!"
razlie: "sabar lah anak2 sundal...!"
at nite...
i went to see my doctor..
Dr.Eric..
keco lah sial dier....
he wanna noe wat happened to mi...
how i gt beaten up, how many ppl lah etc..
so i story everything to him...
he even taught mi tactics on how to fight them back..
huahuahua...
kekek..
dlm hati aku ckp..
"jgn nk merepek, aku nk M.C.(medical certificate) aku..."
nak kene dpt M.C...
kalau tk, camne nk apply L.O.A.(Leave of Absence)...
i want to take my paper lah sey...
after all tat nonsense..
he checked mi...
he check my cheek...
n he said tat i was having a *Paranasal Sinus...
a *Maxillary Sinus to be exact...
*Paranasal sinuses are air-filled spaces, communicating with the nasal cavity, within the bones of the
skull and face. Humans possess a number of paranasal sinuses, divided into subgroups that are named according to the
bones within which the
sinuses lie:
-the
maxillary sinuses, also called the maxillary antra and the largest of the paranasal sinuses, are under the
eyes, in the maxillary bones (cheek bones).

dear blog...
first of all...
i'm gonna finish this thing...
i got tagged by Fatin n this is wat it says..
Rules: Each player starts off the game by giving 6 weird things about themselves.People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things about themselves as well as stating the rules clearly, in the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tag and list their names.
okok... i will list down the 6 weird things...
1) i EAT alot... i mean it.. ALOT... but i'll nvr get fat....
2) i may look like a MATREP... bt i am soft in the heart....
3) i may look & dress like a MATREP... bt matreps dont go poly n chase their diploma...
4) i may look sombong... bt actualli pemalu...
5) sometimes i mayb quiet n daydream... bt actually i'm having my deep thoughts... thinking of a plan...
6) when i look you in the eye, it onli mean one thing... I'm reading ur mind...
(so don't let me look in ur eyes if u gt something to hide)
next step is to tag 6 ppl n list their names...
i'm not gonna do tat...
malas...
kk.. tat's enough for the crapz...
let's get back to topic...
the topic is...
total eclipse of my heart...
wat does it mean?..
total eclipse means the sun is totally covered by the moon..
n there is no light shine to earth...
well..
tat's wat happening to my life...
my heart has gone eclipse...
there's no light in my life....
i closed my heart...
i wont find someone to replace her...
i wont fall in love...
coz i will end up hurting the new gal instead...
for how long i will gonna be like this...?
for as long as i can...
juz let me be...
my heart is already taken by someone..
im nt letting it go not bcoz of she was the first love...
no.. no..
its juz tat..
i fell into a DEEP hole n cant get out...
i cant get out...
no one cant save mi...
EXCEPT HER..
so juz let me be in this hole alone and wait til she comes one day...
dear bloggerz...
well, in todae's entry i'm not gonna talk abt
how i spent my days for the last few days...
watch firewerks, jamming.. etc...
first n foremost...
the reason i changed my blogskin is bcoz..
i received comments tat they cant click on the x's...
they can't view my post or watever lah...
c'mon lah...
upgrade ur internet explorer...
or use the mozilla firefox..
dun use internet explorer ver. 1.6 (sape tah pandai2 ckp ver. ni)...
1.6 lamer siol..
zaman purba nye internet sak...
bt i'm gonna write abt my previous post...
well, u guys mayb wondering...
yessah... razlie's moving on wif his life...
tat's partly right..
how i coped up wif my life now?..
hmm... trying to lah...
freakishly STRESSED OUT...
abt studies...
abt HER....
abt family....
haiz...
2dae i took my electromagnetic devices (EMD) exam paper...
HAH!...
i wrote utter rubbish....
the nite before tried to study till 4..
bt nth was captured...
how i did the paper?..
3 words:
"MAIN HENTAM JE!"
relieved once tats over...
kk.. it's hard to cope up wif life after ur gal left u juz like tat...
she say she loved u the first minute...
n the next, she end up wif another guy...
n to found out tat she treated him better than mi is much worse kind of feeling...
after all i did was never enough for her...
i tried to be somone...
i tried to be perfect...
bt was it all worth it?..
from the start... has she ever loved mi?..
if not, tat's y i tried my best by trying to win her heart...
24/7 i always think about her...
can't get her out of my head...
n my heart..
when i sleep...
i will surely 100% dream abt her..
im not exaggerating...
i'm an altruistic guy when it comes abt her...
i care abt her life n her dreams more than mine...
tat's y, i end up getting myself in trouble...
the hardest part..
is letting go of your dreams...
coz i always wanted her to accomplish her goals n dreams..
n i wanted to be by her side when she accomplished those dreams..
too bad i can't now...
if u wanna know whether i still LOVE you...
well, the answer is Yes...
no doubt abt it...
so i'm ending this...
my heart won't rest until all my questions are answered by HER...
I'll be waiting...
'Til Eternity...
dear blog,
haish...
juz writing down wat i feel rite now...
hmm,
to you.. LINA..
or LYNN..
or NURALINA...
watever...
"I'm glad tat ur happi now...
Please do take care...
I wish u the best....
Forget abt mi...
pls.. do...
i dun wan to be the relationship wrecker...
Be happy wif him...
I dun mind if he's treating u rite...
I hope he will...
well, i guess i'm back to my life being single...
bt im not moving on...
i dun feel like it....
juz wannabe alone...
sori for everything...
so i'm here taking my FINAL BOW...
thank u for letting me feel the love tat i nvr felt before..."
GOODBYE....
hey..hey...
it's time for another...
Razlie's Wonderful World of Web Videos...
Juz to relief some stress... :((
Check out these videos i found....
conferm kekek nye...
Street Fighter: 10 years later....
kekek tak?...
haha..
ngah tunggu continuation dier...
da cam addicted gitu tgk video bodoh2 ni...
teringat dulu zaman budak2 dulu...
fanatic ngan game ni...
sampai leh gadoh, marah, nangis pn ader...
kusyuk sgt katekn...
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ni video lagi mcm sial...
kalau sape2 ader minat dlm bidang memasak...
ah ni video khas utk korg...
da tgk mesti pandai masak...
recipe hari ini ialah...
Fish & Chips
da pandai?...
haha...
mampos org lau makan nye...
tp dah masak lawa plak...
wakakaka.... kakak kau...
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okok...
skarang nk dedicate kn lagu ye....
ni music video...
music video karot lah...
utk kawan2 pompuan aku di luar saner....
dgr betol2 lyrics nye ye...
lagu berjodol...
What About Blowjobs?
hahaha...
da pandai?...
kk.. wakakaka..
nk comment siler type pat tag box ye...
kk... chow chin chaoz..
dear blog...
haish!!!...
feel really down lately...
seriously...
looks like she moved on....
shit...
wat abt mi...
leave mi here like THRASH....
i gt bashed trying protect the one I LOVE...
bt i get this in return.....
now, still trying to recover...
still receiving treatments from the Hospital....
haish...
u leave me here alone...
i'm trying to get better...
pain in my face, my nose, my eyes...
more seriously my heart...
been coughing blood lately....
where r u?..
i need you...
i carved ur name on my heart...
i cant love another...
to my love of my life:
I STILL LOVE YOU...
here's some of the video tat we recorded....
this is the video of the blackjacks...
dun worry, there's no porno or sexual content in it...
if u wan such things... go find other place uh..
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the first video...
film at Pulau Ubin...
we were there on our fishing trip...
suddenly Hafiz saw a snake in our tent...
so this is wat we did...
dear blog...
eh mcm kental gitu...
takpe uh....
erm..erm...
dear blog....
2dae went to....err..
VIVO... shhh....
but told my parents tat i go to JP...
if they found out...
habes lah...
jadi kambing korban kene sembelih...
told them i eating at mcdonald...
bt the fact is i did not eat...
juz chill at VIVO..
da tu nk balek tk angkat kol mak aku...
trus kol balek..
here's the convo:
[mom]: Oi pekak eh! tak angkat talipon... mak call da nk kat 10kali...
[aku]:err... abg tarok silent uh....
[mom]: tarok silent... kau kat ne? kol brape nk balek... kater td ngah naik bus?
[aku]:err.. ngah jln ni, kt lakeside... td hantar lynn balek rumah....
[mom]:ah okok... kau nk mkn tak?
[aku]: ler... mkn agik... abg nak...(interrupted)...
[mom]:takpe lah... kau share mee goreng ngan mak sudah...
[aku]:huh... okok...
dlm hati... "siak uh lapar..."
btw, i was nvr wif lynn...
kwang3...
went to VIVO..
wif an aim...
to find the 3 bastard coward gundus tat assaulted and robbed mi....
cowardz...
aherkk...aherk... pui!...
too bad cudnt find them..
cilatot nye anak2 haram...
kalau aku jumpe...
hah... nahas korg....
kasi plying kick kat muker korg...
baru korg tau sape aku...
keturunan jauh bruce lee!!...
ni dia... razlee...!!
eh salah ader ple-ot sikit..
razlie...
tk nk aku namer razlee..
Lee... eeee...
namer org2 hamis... bawah tak cuci nye siol..
mkn babi... (jgn terase ah mat)...
wakakaka...kakak kau...
tp ader lori ader bus...
lain hari aku balas...
ade taxi ader mrt...
lain hari kau mati...
sorong papan tarek papan...
sorong lagik tarik lagik...
lepas tu ambek tu papan...
hentak kepale kau...
kk.. chow chin chaoz...
(i'll update soon... kalau tk malas...)
dear blog...
juz finished updating my other blog...
(which is pvt)
now juz updating this blog for my peeps sake...
kk...
2dae wen to merlion park juz to watch fireworks n few of the airshows from NDP '07..
bt it gt crowded n we fuck off...
we went to a bridge opposite the esplanade..
sit on the railings for appx. 4 hours...
after the firewerks...
wen to mcdonald's at clarke quay...
n eat at the near the riverside..
ok.. den walk back...
to the parliament hse..
chilll...
after tat hazmi received a called from lynn...
mark this name... HAZMI... nt mi seh!!..
knnbccb....
called him wat for...
i noe lah he fanatic...
bt im the one whu recognized them!!...
but he being a gd fren and bro...
immediately passed the fon to mi...
talked to lynn..
she said she saw a guy tat assaulted me last thursday...
FUCK..
wat the hell u doing at VIVO!..
kepale otak...
tak ingat ke...
i was assaulted on the same day!!...
oi!!..
hello!!..
bt... told her to get out of there...
b4 aniting happens to her...
worried lah sey..
of coz..
nyawe aku oi!...
bt...
bt...
bt...
bt nenek aku uh...
ape2 uh...
update to u peeps soon...
kalau tk malas uh....
chaoz chin chowz......

here's the part 2...
the continuation to my last entry...
my life has been surrounded by my frenz...
the frenz tat i'm closest with are the BLACKJACKS...
nxt, are my sec. skool frenz...
den my poly frenz...
i spent my dayz mostly wif the BLACKJACKS...
we do almost everything 2gether...
(don't think of anything dirty, coz i already stress the word almost...)
we went fishing, played soccer, pool, went shisha-ing, chill out, watch movies, bla... bla... bla...
juz name it... we did tat...
hah... cam-whoring pon da pernah lah sey...
we known each other for abt 7 years now...
haha...
sumtimes i wonder...
are we gonna be buried side by side when we die...?
wakakakak... kakak kau...
dont get confused!!...
we called ourselves BLACKJACKS wen doing other stuff...
bt we called ourselves XERO GRAVITY wen we go jamming or performing our gigs...
so to conclude for you guyz & galz bt no gayz:
XERO GRAVITY = BLACKJACKS
[BLACKJACKS]
[XERO GRAVITY]
GET IT THE PICTURE??...
kk... chow chin chao...
[daze]hey there...
back again from the dead...
well, nt so actually...
(...watever...)
well.. i wanna talk abit abt my life...
hmm... my life...
quite sucky actually....
esp. after u juz broke up wif sumone u love...
haiz...
the love i gave her was TRUE...
True love katekn....
i really LOVE her...
bt too bad... she wants to end it...
haish... wat hav i go wrong actualli...
i wonder.... hmm...
i really hoped tat she would be my first n onli one to the END...
if onli she knew...
[SUICIDE is always an option...]
bt, i still believe in faith....
i will nvr move on...
[once i fall in love, i will nvr give it all up]
hello there...
i'm new to this shit orite...
well actually this is my 2nd blog...
my 1st blog is way too private...
onli 'she' is allow to view it...
y?
it's veri private lah bodoh!!...
keep reading my entries as i will keep updating my blog...
(kalau tak malas uh)
kk... chao chin chow....