dear blog...
jz came back from werk...
its been a long time...
the last time i werk was a few days before hari raya...
now im back to werk...
coz its e-learning week...
like the RSM said...
"no money den come werk..."
haha..
quite true...
hmm..
today's werk was a breeze...
juz slacked all the way...
lazy lah...
no mood to werk u noe...
i prefer spending my time with Ry or my frenz...
miss her lah...
nvr fail to fetch her from skool after her o level...
bt 2dae had to miss it...
ok... back to topic..
n start the ball rolling...
today my last flight was SQ221...
departure 2030 hours...
to Sydney...
n guess wat...?
its the new Airbus A380...
wow..
its like huge...
n cute...
gemok tapi montel..
the wingspan is so long...
the '*hole 5' is pathetic...
(*the part of the plane where cargo and loose baggage is loaded by us...)
it is so small...
even the door is small...
need to baby crawl to get inside...
inside the hole...
i cant even stand up...
had to bend down...
haiyo...
n one more thing...
as we all noe...
the plane is new..
n Singapore Airlines is the first airline to use it...
first to maintain lah...
first to handle lah..
first to serve lah...
well im the first to blog abt it...
and if it even so...
sssssssoooooooo.....!!!
wat's the deal of having 18 angmohs (australians to be specific) to check on everything...?
come on lah...
trust us SATS..
we noe how to handle our fucking job...
if u enjoy the pleasure of watching us do our werk...
y dont u take our job...?
im sure it will be great...
damn u...
hmm...
Ry's birthday is coming up...
i'm going to spend the time wif her...
n..
shhhhh....
i planned a surprise for her....
keep it from her...
haha...
kk.. chow chin chaoz..
here are e' pics of my A380 Experience...
[the small entrance of the hole i was talking abt]
[the interior of the hole 5]
[slacking inside the hole 5]
[blur image of A380... Singapore is very proud of it... its obvious...]
[the A380]
my blog, my rule......
dear blog...
it was a memorable day...
for the first time,
no need to ride the MRT or bus...
we Raya wif style...
divide ourselves into two groups...
the 'van' group & the 'car' group...
tis time Ry could not tag along...
she needs to study for her 'o' level...
abit sad
bt i dun wan her to neglect her studies..
i was in the car group...
keco lah...
naek krete mcm naik roller-coaster...
pekik saner.. pekik sini...
especially Hafiz...
siket2 suroh horn...
apek jln kat depan pon nak horn...
Hafiz.. Hafiz...
firstly, we rendezvous at Ry's house...
i met Hafiz n Asrida, Hazmi n Razi at Bukit Batok....
i lead e' way to Ry's house..
n we walked there....
woo....
amacam ader gerek tak?..
dekat pe...
haha...
ok.. i admit..
i purposely dun wan to take bus...
asked them to walk...
n enjoy the heat...
wakakaka...
the 2nd house...
we went to Sadiq's house...
here is where we splitted into 2 groups...
then Rafie's...
then mine...
after completing the Taman Jurong area...
we proceeded to Tampines...
raye at cikgu Sapii's...
den we went to Shikin's at Teban...
we complete the day at Razi's...
n watch soccer!!!...
LIVERPOOL vs ARSENAL...
KNN...
wanted Arsenal to lose...
bt it was a draw!..
after e' match we went home...
ard 0230..
i reached home...
fun...
kk..
chow chin chaoz...
joke of the day:
HAFIZ: "zi, mak kau ok?..."
RAZI: "(*short pause) mee goreng..."
belo nye Razi...
org tanyer laen..
laen bende plak dijawab...
wakakaka....
here are e' pics
[hafiz, asrida, me n rafie]
[me, rafie n hamizan]
[the GANG]
[weee]
[the 'CAR' group]
[the guyz]
[abes.. keco..]
[the 'CAR']
PIC OF THE DAY....
[
BALEK KAMPONG.. OHH...OHH...OHH..]
dear blog,
before i'm attached to the best gal of my life...
i was prepared for any obstacles along e way...
its going to be tough...
i knew tat..
people's view, her past, my past etc...
i was ready for tat...
n i was right...
it is tough...
bt i dun care...
i wanna be wif her...
regardless of wat ppl tink or say...
regardless of wat problems we faced...
regardless of race, language or religion..
eh salah...
tu pledge dah...
erm.. erm..
serious..
wat i noe is tat...
i nvr felt tis kind of love in my life...
i nvr been love like this before...
i noe wat love is now...
its painful sumtimes...
bt its been great...
i appreciate every moment...
i cherish every moment...
i luv everything abt u...
i'll trade my life for ur pain...
we are happy...
not a good day....
seriously no...
things happen...
i tried to swallow everything tat has been thrown at mi...
i noe...
its hard....
im filled with anger...
its hard...
to control my actions...
wen my feelings are controlling it...
feel like i wanna explode...
bt i dun wan to be the OLD me...
i got rid of tat me... long ago...
and again...
its hard...
coz i am the jealous lover...
i tried to seal my feelings...
bt i cant...
with the anger in me...
i feel like erupting like a volcano ...
bt this volcano has been asleep...
for quite some time...
i'm more patient now...
bt i'm getting more sensitive...
i have my limit...
n don't make me break tat limit...
seriously...
u won't like it...
"i respect tat u guys were smth...
bt pls...
im nt transparent...
im nt blind...
im nt a wall behind u...
bt pls know ur limits...
it's different now since i came to the picture...
u can't wish 'it' to be the same as before...
nt till i'm out of the picture...
(n i bet u tat i'll never be)
n learn this lesson...
is all abt RESPECT..."
it's not tat i dun allow...
i'm nt selfish...
bt limits must still be applied...
to both of u...
seriously im disappointed...
i felt like SHIT...
flushed down the toilet bowl...
n into the sewers...
n left mi there to get washed away...
"Here am i worried abt u...
looking out for u...
yet u're laughing away...
it's not the time to make or laugh at stupid jokes...
or start to feel like giving up...
it's time to get serious...
it's for ur future..."
It's an honest mistake to be there...
the pain was unbearable...
hey fren!.. can i borrow ur noose?...
i'll return it to you, once i'm done...
I'M
LOST...
"i'll NEVER leave you, RY...
i'll be by ur side...
dun u worry..."
this i promise u...
hmm...
juz like to update abt wat happened the past days...
been bz tu update...
no time to switch on comp...
all i want to say in this post is...
"MY NIGHTMARE CAME TRUE...
I'VE GOT TO STAY STRONG...
AFTER KNOWING THE TRUTH...."
bt my feelings won't change...
it wud onli make it stronger...
geez... i gt to start to trust more on my nightmares...
coz it conveys a msg and visions....
a bad OMEN...
"i'll be there for you...
this 5 words i swear to you...
when u breathe, i will be the air for you...
i'll be there for you..."
"i'll live n i'll die for you...
i'll steal sun from the sky for you...
words can't say what love can do...
i'll be there for you..."
Bb love u, Ry...
[alamak.. blur... go GREEN family...]harlow peeps...
first of all...
sori for the late update...
been veri veri busy wif life...
hmmm...
CAMAT ARI RAYE!!..
UII... happi betol...
dpt pakai baju kurong baru...
dpt jumpe sedare mare...
yup...
spent my hari raye jalan2...
till late nite...
wen the cuzzins meet..
we update each other abt our life...
studies lah.. relationship lah... NS ke hape...
ah...
the fav. part of raye is...
dapat mkn sampai boncet...
makan sepuas2 nye..
da mcm jin 10 tahun tak mkn...
hahah...
maklumlah...
puase sebulan...
ape lagik..
lantak uh...
tats all folks..
aku ingin memohon minta maaf kepade sume kawan2 ku...
jike ader tersilap kater, terkasar bahase...
prasaan korg tersinggung ke...
aku menyusun 10 jari dan...
dgn seikhlas2 nye...
aku minta maaf...
Slamat menyambot hari raye...
chow chin chaoz....
utk Ry sayang:"bb... minta maaf jike bb hurt ur feelings in anyways...bb, luv u... veri much..."
hey blogz...
the time is coming...
Hari Raya is around the corner...
bloggers: "corner maner?"
Razlie: "corner tepi tangge rumah bapak kau!!.. wakaka.."
ok...
i spent my day today at Geylang!..
AGAIN...
nt wif my family..
bt wif Ry, Mizan n Fiza...
it was a great day...
n Ry gt sumthing to say abt it...
she said..
"It was a sweet & sweating day...
bt both of us enjoy it...
I'm all wet..
Nt becoz of the drizzling...
bt bcoz i'm perspiring like hell...
(which is true, i agree)
My Bb *perah minyak..
(*squeeze oil)
Nt becoz he's angry...
Bt bcoz of hormones..
(?? i admit my face went oily...)"
seriously it was a great day...
we had fun shopping...
first we break our fast at KFC City Plaza...
den we shopped for our stuff..
we went to search for Fiza's baju kebaye...
den Ry's bro baju kurong..
den Mizan's...
after tat a lot of stuff tat Ry wanted to buy..
such as kueh mueh, tempat bekas kueh, table cloth etc..
keco lah...
bought stuff like a newly wed couple getting their house ready for their first raye...
haha..
den we bought summore foods..
den we headed back..
tot of going to Aljunied with Mizan..
bt i was carrying alot of plastic bags..
bulky summore.
think again gt to sent Ry home..
catch the last bus...
so changed my mind n headed back home..
really it was a great day..
first time experience for both Ry & myself..
to be committed in these things...
k, thnx Mizan & Fiza for the accompany...
both of u guyz are really keco...
chow chin chaoz...
Can't stop falling in LOVE with you...
hey bloggerz...
&...
HAPPY 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!!...
like i said before...
time passes so fast...
my wish is...
"looking for a bright future in our relationship....
obstacles may come n go...
bt i'll never let u go..."
hmm, wanted to update yesterday bt...
there's some lagginess to my comp...
so i'll update today...
how i spent my time yesterday...
*we went to clarke quay to break our fast...
we as in Iqbal, Hazmi, Hafiz, Asrida, Sadiq, Rafie, Hamizan, Izwan, Dilly, Ry & myself...
tis time, Isk n Razi were unable to join us...
during our break fast,
wakaka..
keco lah...
Mizan gt difficulty breathing...
haha.. slengeh...
he did not bring his inhaler, he found the thing dumb to bring along...
after eating, we went to chill at Fort Canning Park...
tot at first of going to Geylang..
bt feel half-hearted to leave..
so made plans wif Mizan to go Geylang the nxt day...
back to story..
we climbed the long slopes n series of steps to reach the top...
den we make our way to Peninsula 7-eleven...
Izwan treated all of us drinks!!..
thx uh Wan...
den Sadiq, Hafiz n Asrida went their seperate ways...
Sadiq gt his stupid curfew to comply...
haha...
btw, MANCHESTER UNITED WON 4-0...!!
(glory, glory man united!!)
ok enough..
dun get sidetrack..
the rest of us make our way to the Esplanade,
den it started to drizzle...
we chilled outside esplanade for awhile...
one thing tat all of us discovered...
Dilly n Rafie can't stop disturbing each other...
haha..
keco lah tu Rafie...
ard 2230..
we make our way to the MRT...
n headed back home...
i sent Ry home...
bt b4 tat...
i n Ry chilled wif Dilly...
talk abt sumthings...
we talked till passed midnight..
so gt to take cab home...
tat's all folks...
chow chin chaoz...
hello chickies & dickies
2dae my day was quite fun lah...
after the friday prayers,
we (as in the BLACKJACKS) went Jamming...
after tat...
went to JE library....
juz to kill time...
den we moved off..
den i went to JP with Hazmi & Iqbal..
went we reached there, we went our seperate ways...
i went to buy food for my mom & Ry...
i bought Kebab at BANQUET... (mmmm...)
(Ry was craving for it)
den i went to Ry's place n sent the kebab...
she had no idea tat i was doing this...
called her..
n surprised her lah...
den i received a msg from mom...
she said she's going to Geylang after break fast...
i was like..
y tell mi last minute sey...
now i gt to rush home...
took cab...
(coz i was late for break fast, got a cab ard 7.05pm)
wen i reached home..
i ate...
den we moved off...
wen we reached Geylang...
haiyo...
fucking crowded lah...
want to find a parking spot was tough...
the things i hate abt Geylang...
knn, hot like oven sia...
i was sweating like i just finished my morning run....
den sumore gt alot of matrep...
everytime i go to Geylang...
there's always a scene...
for example just now..
a group of youngsters was surrounded by 10 C.I.D.s
in my heart i was saying...
(padan muker nenek korg)
*serve ur grandma rite
but the part where shopping wif my family was fun & enjoyable..
i as the joker of the family...
will always make jokes abt everything...
we will laugh n kekek lah...
hahah.. kekek siol..
this year my family is going GREEN...
nt for SAVE THE EARTH campaign uh...
come on lah...
bt for hari raye...
i bought a set tat cost $65...
den bought kain samping agik...
yessah... this year's set is like my cheapest set of all...
usually will cost more...
(my mom like to go for quality..)
told mom, "kalau boleh budget uh..."
(*if can budget uh)
aites...
the cool thing abt my family is tat...
i can smoke as and wen i like...
freedom katerkn...
(as long as i dun do drugs or get tattoos...)
my mom was tired after walking around looking for stuff..
so she, my dad n myself took a smoking break..
by the side of the road...
cool rite?..
after getting our stuff..
we headed back home...
tmr..
will b another day...
at GEYLANG!..
update you soon....
HAPPY MONTHSARY BABY!!
chow chin chaoz...
Love u... RY..
697
ok peeps...
2dae tot of going to Geylang wif my family...
to shop for hari raya stuff..
that was the initial plan...
bt, my mom last minute made it to another day...
postponed..
(make up ur mind lah, Thursday or Saturday!!..)
err..ok...
bt im nt worried...
or disappointed...
im quite glad actually...
made plans to break fast with Ry..
went to IMM & eat at BAGUS....
hmm..
quite pack wif malay customers...
no wonder they named it BAGUS instead of GOOD or 好 (is this right?)...
i ate chicken cheese baked rice with mushroom soup..
mmm... Sedap...
den we went to Jurong East Entertainment juz to kill time...
bt i dun care how i spent my time wif her...
as long as she's by my side, i'm glad...
den we sat outside & chatted...
the one thing tat we never fail to do is tat...
we keep sharing & talking abt our lives...
our motto : 'No secrets between us'
wow.. this saturday...
our first month anniversary...
time passes so fast...
the time we spent together...
the disagreement we had...
the things we shared...
the joy we had...
all tat's wat keep us stronger...
i thank u for coming to my life...
i'll cherish you & my every moment with you...
& one more thing...
LIVERPOOL LOST!!..
wakaka...
*padan muker nenek korg...
(*serve ur grandma right!)
chow chin chaoz...
*i tried my best to write my blog in English...
for the sake of my non-malay fren...
if dun understand den try to understand lah...
*slengeh bacen betol kau!!...
(*really cute & pretty u!!)
haha..
i LOVE u... Ry...
6.9.7
[the small entrance of the hole i was talking abt]
[slacking inside the hole 5]
[blur image of A380... Singapore is very proud of it... its obvious...]
[the A380]
[hafiz, asrida, me n rafie]
[me, rafie n hamizan]
[the GANG]
[weee]
[the 'CAR' group]
[the guyz]
[abes.. keco..]
[the 'CAR']
[BALEK KAMPONG.. OHH...OHH...OHH..]
[alamak.. blur... go GREEN family...]
[The gang]
[dilly: ape diq.. tgk aku tu mcm?]
[mizan: kecik uh ni ciner nye...]
[razlie: kecik ke besar ke... tak heran uh...]
[akibat kuat bershisha]
[non-smokerz corner...]
[berkekek tgk video]
