dear blog,
this is just my apology letter...
akon's inspiration...
"sorry, blame it on me"
As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
especially to my Ry
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things i want to take responsibility for
I’m sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect
I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry for the times I made you mad
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am a jerk like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl
[Bridge]
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me
[Chorus]
You can put the blame on me [4x]
Said you can put the blame on me [3x]
You can put the blame on me
Sorry for the things that i put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to feel so sad
Just trying to stay low when you were mad
Just feel wanna give you an apology kiss
As one big family with love and bliss
If I could i would once again make you sing
I got my views which you didn’t agree
I got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry but i feel really like a thief
I’m sorry that we hook up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that ego came and took me away
[Bridge]
[Chorus]
I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
I wasn't myself but just a freak
I’m sorry for my guts that you have dealt
For the embarrassment that you felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
I'll would do anything even bring you a sun
I’m sorry but please don't shut me down
I hope you can manage better next time around
How was I to know that i made you rage
Every things okay that you might say
And I don’t wanna anybody to take blame
All I want to hear is just my name
Cause I’m just a loser living with all my pain
Because I care for you, I’ll take that blame
Even though the blame’s on you [3x]
I’ll take that blame from you
And you can put that blame on me [2x]
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
im sorry for everything...
Ry...
Dear blog....
alahai...
was tagged...
so got to do this stuff..
as always...
i'll do it..
bt i wont pass or tag to another person...
malas lah..! malas...! kau tau tak?...
here i go:
FAVOURITE! Colour: Black, Green...
Food: Ikan Bawal Sweet & Sour...
Movie: Comedy n Action Movies...
Sport: Soccer...
Day of the Week: Any day.. Everyday is é Same...
Season: Alah (upstairs).. Singapore maner ader ni bende.. asek panas je... tak panas, hujan...
Ice Cream: Chocolate, Cookies & Cream..
CURRENT!
Mood: Relax... Bt miss my Ry...
Clothes: Boxers only...
Current Desktop: Pic of Bb & Ry...
Current Time: 1:13am
Surroundings: In my 'artistic' room... (mcm kapal pecah lagik ader uh)
Current Annoyances: Doing this stupid thing...
Current Thoughts: Ry..
FIRST!
Best Friend: Blackjacks...
Crush: cant rmbr my first crush...
Movie: Isabella... lamer tu..
Lie: First lie?.. ouh dulu uh... maseh baby... eksyen nangis gare2 nak isap tetek... mmmm fav tau... haha...
Music: Iron Maiden... kecik2 da dgr lagu metal...
LAST!
Drink: Air suam...
Car Ride: Last Thursday...
Crush: Only to my Ry...
Phone Call: Juz now.. w Ry..
CD Played: Yngwie Malmsteen Anthology
HAVE YOU EVER?
Dated one of your best friend: No.. all of them are guys... Nak date ape?..
Broken the law: Yup..
Been arrested: da buat prisonbreak ngan scoffield...
Been on TV: Yup.. Kindergarten Days... Now.. catch me on Prisonbreak...
Kissed someone you dont know: No... A dumb thing to do...
Random 5 things you are good at:
1) Compose songs...
2) Play guitar...
3) Drawing...
4) Bathe someone... eh salah.. bathe my cat...
5) Lie... it's in é blood.. eh salah.. it's in my name..
Answer the following questions: The person who tagged you is :
Nuralina...
Your relationship with him/her is :
my Ex...
Your impression of him/her :
kaki tangan dalam perot... diam diam lepu... first impression mcm minah rep... lembab... wakaka...
The most memorable thing he/she has done for you :
bad memorable stuff or good?.. haha..
good: wen she's by the hospital bed...
bad: byk uh...
If he/she becomes your lover, you will :
once n never...
If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she have to improve :
stress the word IF!.. hmm... dun keep secrets... belo!..
If he/she becomes your enemy, you will :
buat bodoh sua...
If he/she becomes your enemy the reason is :
reason?... ape seh?... hmm pembastard kot... haha... or hurt my Ry in any way..
Your overall impression of him/her :
kadang2 ader jugak lembab... (jgn ckp org, kau pon samer!..)
How do you think ppl ard you will think abt that person :
haha.. no comments...
The character you love yourself are :
the NEW me... more patient...
On the contrary, the character you hate yourself :
Sensitive.. Protective.. Kuat Jealous...
The most ideal person you want to be is :
a better me...
For ppl that care & likes you, say something to them :
"erm.. erm... test mic... assalamualaikum... saye ingin mengucapkn ribuan terima kasih kepade darling saye iaitu Faten Hanani, keluarga saye dan kawan2 saye yg telah menyokong saye... tanpa anda sumue.. saye tak akan berade di sini... dan juge kepade peminat2 saye yg menonton lakonan saye di dlm cerite prisonbreak... saye tau... saye cute... mcm arwah nye jugak... sekian terime kaseh... chao chin chowz..."
[bb & ry]Journey wif mi to the end...
til death do us part...
even thru thick n thin...
i'll treasure ur heart...
-razlie
dear blog...
as u can see from the title..
today's entry is about...
(rudely interrupted)
Bloggerz: Noordin sape siol...? namer baek sak...
Razlie: Hek eleh...!! Noordin pon tk tau... BAPAK kau nye laki uh...!
asek menyampok je... anak haram...
kk.. back to topic...
we went to Noordin beach (located at Pulau Ubin) for our fishing trip...
we met in the morning at 7...
due to some unforeseen circumstances..
i decided to wake up early..
slept at 3am.. woke up at 5am...
den went to Bukit Batok to fetch Ry...
as she decided to tag along...
i met the cheerful gal n proceeded to Lakeside n met the rest..
upon arriving at Changi Village..
we took the bumpboat to Pulau Ubin...
next we ride on Ah Huat's van to reach our destination..
when we arrived at the beach...
we picked our spot..
n set up the tent n our fishing gears...
ate our breakfast n did more fishing...
we played cards n joke ard to get rid of our boredom...
and...
i taught Ry on how to fish...
hmm, she got potential...
told her to be patient n don't give up...
one thing abt her is tat...
she is not squirmish to worms or bugs..
i really admired tat...
not all galz can do tat...
these applies to guys too...
squirmish abt this kind of thing...
haiyo...
Hazmi n Hafiz caught a FEW fish..
while others caught weird things...
such as slipper, thrash etc...
i caught none...
well, not a problem to me..
maklumlah rezeki tkde...
we end our fishing ard 6pm...
den headed back to mainland...
we ate our dinner at Changi Village..
and the i headed back home...
after sending ry back home tat is...
reach home ard 0000...
n go to bed...
yawnzzz....
here are the pics...
[the cheerful gal of mine]
[our morning faces]
[leaving the mainland]
[the bumpboat ride]
[and again]
[again... we cant stop taking pictures...]
[arrived at Noordin Beach]
[Iqbal n Hafiz]
[getting ready to fish]
[fishermen]
[wat a creepy-looking tree]
[Survivor 10: Noordin]
[Hafiz wif his mouth full]
[admiring the bug]
[the moment when hazmi caught a fish]
[the moment when Hafiz caught a fish]
[fishing can b quite stressful sometimes]
[the moment Hafiz caught a fish... again..]
[comparison between them.. i mean, the fishes...]
[heading back]
[my biggest catch...]
ok.. chow chin chaoz...
look forward to another trip...
[us, lovebirds...]
Love u so much....
6.9.7
dear blog...
time to update my blog...
gt the pictures..
so gt to update...
on 8/11...
it's Ry's Birthday tat is...
i put up a special plan for her...
spent wif her the whole day...
hmm...
ok lah...
my plan was simple...
a simple date...
i decided to celebrate Ry's birthday n our 2nd month anniversary at the same time..
so it will be much more special...
it's a first time experience for her to celebrate her bdae wif a guy...
so like im the first..
n hopefully the only...
insyallah...
first of all...
i met wif Ry at Bukit Batok ard 4...
then took her to Bugis...
told her tat we are eating there..
bear in mind...
Bloggerz sial: EH! ader bear ah kat mind dier... ishh.. camne tu...?
Razlie: Kepale BAPAK kau...!! bear in mind pn tak tau ape maksod...
susah ader bloggerz mcm korg...!!
as i was saying..
bear in mind tat she does not have any idea abt the plan...
i only told her tat it's going to be a simple date...
due to low budget n nt werking...
hmm..
eating at BUGIS...
of coz her totz wud be tong seng coffeeshop..
haha...
come on...
im not tat kedekut..
i've been saving for this special day...
brought her to eat at SWENSEN'S...
hmmm..
eat to ur our fill..
ate our maincourse den..
ordered desserts...
after eating...
we sat down n look at the hot air balloon...
den i told her tat im gonna take her up to the sky...
she asked me how..
i replied, "up... (pointing to the balloon)..."
she responded "hah.. bb.. u joking.. u cant afford it rite..."
eheh budak ni...
so we walked towards the balloon ground...
she kept trying to tell herself tat im kidding...
den wen i purchased the tickets...
she was speechless...
million dollar expression...
told her , "cant believe it?... well... believe it..."
we went up...
to the sky...
wow..
the view n feeling was great...
and again WOW...
its so high up...
how i wish i cud skydive...
at the highest peak where the balloon cud go...
i gave her my gift....
(find out wat's the gif urself lah ye...)
after getting our feet on the ground...
haha..
get it..?
nvm if u dont...
slowpokes..
we met up wif the Blackjacks at Outram...
n went jamming...
after jamming...
we went to long john silver's at Clarke Quay Central...
we splitted with the guys...
n continue wif our day...
in this case it's NIGHT...
we walked to the CATHAY..
n catch a movie ard 2330...
we watched the BEE MOVIE...
hilarious show...
after the show...
sat down outside the cathay...
den we took cab home...
sent her to her house...
den make my way back..
told u it's a SIMPLE DATE...
here are the pics...
[back in black]
[my addiction]
[im not promoting any drinks]
[caution hot!!...]
[cepat snap... perot da lapar ni..]
[want some?...]
[u can hav some...]
[tapi jgn lah abeskn due2 skali...]
[the balloon]
[great experience]
[believe it now, dont u?]
[the view]
[happy birthday syg...]
ok..tat's all folks...time to call my syg...hehehe...
[till death do us part]
I love u so much...
6.9.7
dear blog....
jz came back...
supposingly gt to werk 2dae..
bt overslept...
so...
fuck it lah...
hahah....
i spent my day at Ry's house...
she did her MT papers in e' morning...
nth much to talk abt wat happen in the day...
bt at nite...
we went cycling...
yes..!!
u heard me rite...
cycling...!!
borrowed her dad's bike...
we went to cycle to pandan reservoir...
wow..
long time since i cycled...
it was tiring...
n a good workout for both of us...
(badan byk lemak...)
"the bike was great...
the journey was greater...
spending the nite with her was the greatest...."
kk.. chow chin chaoz...
i love her so much.....
6.9.7.
[bb & ry]
[the cheerful gal of mine]
[our morning faces]
[leaving the mainland]
[the bumpboat ride]
[and again]
[again... we cant stop taking pictures...]
[arrived at Noordin Beach]
[Iqbal n Hafiz]
[getting ready to fish]
[fishermen]
[wat a creepy-looking tree]
[Survivor 10: Noordin]
[Hafiz wif his mouth full]
[admiring the bug]
[the moment when hazmi caught a fish]
[the moment when Hafiz caught a fish]
[fishing can b quite stressful sometimes]
[the moment Hafiz caught a fish... again..]
[comparison between them.. i mean, the fishes...]
[heading back]
[my biggest catch...]
[us, lovebirds...]
[back in black]
[my addiction]
[im not promoting any drinks]
[caution hot!!...]
[cepat snap... perot da lapar ni..]
[want some?...]
[u can hav some...]
[tapi jgn lah abeskn due2 skali...]
[the balloon]
[great experience]
[believe it now, dont u?]
[the view]
[happy birthday syg...]
[till death do us part]
